Arrgghhhh...

I am procrastinating again.
I'd rather blog than go down and do it.
They're such dreadful techniques.
The pain and agony.
But results are great.
Therefore, perseverance is the key.
For firm abdominals,
Hold on a guys.
I'll work on you soon.

SIT UPS & CRUNCHES, how i dread YOU.

TO SHELLEY

TO: Shelley jie jie!!!

SORRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY.... for keeping u waiting!! *sigh*

I did it again people!!! AGAIN!!!!!

I need discipline!!!!

~FRUST~

I'm so pissed at myself!!!
I'm so dead for my Linguistics Assignment!!
I thank God for the change in dateline!!
I hope my group members would not be pissed with me!!
They have not replied my email..hopefully they will soon!!


Now, THAT looks like how i'm feeling now.... arrghh!!!!!!

Signing off~

ANTHROPOLOGISTS!!

I haven't finished my reading and i don't think i will...
I read through it and i daresay, i don't understand a word!!!! *sigh*

Anthropologists!!! Why can't they be more simple?? Why can't they write short and concise sentences rather than going on and on like a train travelling a hundred miles an hour just to convey one little TEENY WEENY point that can just be rewritten clearly into a short, neat and beautiful sentence??!!!!!

*sighs*

Reading it just gives me the headaches... seriously!!(-.-) Maybe that's why they're called anthropologists! Oh well, i guess i'll just go for my tute tomorrow and act like "i-tried-reading-but-never-understood-a-word" person. I'm sure the tutor would be "delighted" to have me. At least i tried.... *sighs*.

Kay.... enough of my complaints!

Auntie Marilyn shared a verse with me (through eelin) cause the bus which took me home on Sunday evening from church was late. I couldn't attend BS at hosanna... So, yah.. Anyway, it goes:


" You are my hiding place; You will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. I will instruct you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you."
Psalms 32: 7,8


This verse is in line with what i've learnt over the week. I'm sure it was God's doing and i praise Him for His faithfulness!!

Another verse popped into my head a few seconds ago..


" Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight."


Sometimes, i forget how faithful He has been to me. When i look back through the chapters of my life, i realise that... there was only 1pair of footsteps in the sand at many instances in my life & those definitely...belonged to my Father. How could i be so unfaithful as to not trust wholly in Him and stop worrying?


I guess we're all humans and all of us do make mistakes. I, for one did. I forgot to give Him my whole trust. It is also written in the bible that... if He, our Father in Heaven can clothe the flowers and feed the ravens, how much more will He provide for us, His beloved children and heirs. So, why should we worry?


" All things work out for the good of those who love Him."


I'm putting my life at his altar and i know there's nothing to worry about! =)
As stated in Psalms 32: 7& 8, He will instruct and teach in the way i should go and He will counsel me and watch over me. And if i trust in Him, He in all his splendour will make my paths straight according to His perfect will. He'll do the same for you too! =)


He will never be able to straighten our paths if we don't let Him.


TRUST= Putting everything in His hands and LETTING Him take hold of what is OURS, making it HIS.


I think i'm becoming super duper duper long winded la....
Anyway, you get what i mean la...
Trust in Him..
Know that He is God..
Our provider, strength, refuge and most importantly FATHER.

Noodlilisciousness & unresolved resolution

The bio and linguistic tutes that i was supposed to do yesterday, are not completed. Actually, i haven't started yet! =( Another one of my procrastinated items. *sighs*
I really wanna change, really do...

Resolution before sem 2 started: Be more consistent in studying. Not last minute.
Status of Resolution: UNRESOLVED

Eating my noodle lunch...
Dreading the thought of hopping onto the bus in 25minutes time...
"yearning" to hear what the psychology lecturer has to say...
Can't wait to get back and go for a jog at Morialta...
CAN wait to do my tutes tonight...

My noodliliscious noodles! I lOVE CHILLI!!!!!

Kay... i gtg get ready!!!! Bla bla bla.. Yada Yada Yada.... TATAS!!!

-GUILTY- & back from the jungle...*winks at jane*

i am SO guilty of this treachery and i know it! I have been M.I.A.ing for 3 months.. or maybe more!! Thousand apologies people...!! Especially Jane, Karyn, Eunice and whoever else that's been reading faithfully... I have been so caught up with stuff happening here... u know..-.- Plus, sometimes you just get that lazy feeling... You know, times when you're just about to log onto your blogspot to post some new happenings..then you hear this freaking voice saying...." LAZYYYYYYY" and all you feel like doing is rolling up in bed or whatever you can do to keep you from going online... Maybe it's just me... anyway, *drum roll*.........................................to those who were faithfully reading.. I am SORRY. Truly am.......

I'm gonna post a few blogs one after another... Too many things happened. It's hard to fit everything into one post perfectly... Know what i mean?? hehhehe! =)

I'm having EXAMS now... Yeah, you read right.... EXAMSSSS!! (With mega-capital letters for ALL the alphabets!!) I've finished 2 papers... one more to go and THAT i'm not sure if i'm gonna pass... guess what?! It's FRENCH (another word in mega-CAPITAL letters) *sigh* -----Esther doing French. What a joke huh? And the best yet lamest excuse i can give you is..

"i want to learn something different and interesting...."

I can still hear myself telling my friends and my parents that reason(on top) when they went like...."WHY in the world French???" So yeah.. my paper is on Saturday and it's 3 hours long!!! 3 hoursss!! SHiTE.. not started a page yet... Those of u who know me well should know that my procrastination has reached an alarming level.... let's see... hmmmm..... it's be there eversince i started going to school....? -.- LOL! IT'S BAD!! I need to be disciplined!

Anyway, my parents came down for a visit and to look around Adelaide and Perth on the first week of June. My grandparents and bro came along.. and it was great meeting up again after almost 4months.

GUESS WHAT??!!! My dad brought me a camera! Remember the post... I LOST MY FREAKING CAMERA?! Yeah.. now, i can put up pics when i post stuff over here... Anyway, took some pics of my current room...

GUESS WHAT???
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See all the DOTS on top??? The WHOLE space is supposed to be for PICTURES!!! of my room as i was writing earlier....

BUT noooooo..... blogspot OR my laptop OR whatever just decided to zero in on me AGAIN!!! Yet AGAIN! When i finally have the mood to log into blogspot and breathe abundant life into it once and for all, this happens! Sometimes, i wonder if i'm just out of luck or just plain DUMB (considering the fact that i AM a computer illiterate and just go..."HUH??" whenever some note pops out on the monitor screen)

I DESPERATELY NEED COMPUTER TUITION
(at least....blog tuition..)

i can't wait for tomorrow to be over....i'll be free of this lingering thought haunting my mind for counteless days..

One that goes....." you're not studying... you're supposed to be and you know it....c'mon you pig! Read!"

My body's not responding to these promptings and that makes it worse..

Wish me the best.... I DON'T BELIEVE IN LUCK..... It'll be great if it did, i would need tonnes of it!

Signing off~

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........T.T

Hey hey hey.... I am soooo sleeeepppyyy...
I'm trying to finish my visa application online and it is SO freaking SLOWWWW....
It seems like it's moving slower than a snail..OMG..*siGHHHHHssss*

I need to finish up the song but i haven't!! I've been procrastinating as usual..and it DEFINITELY hasn't gotten me anywhere..
Clueless?? Ohkay.. the thing is i have to find this song for a mime we're doing for Christmas Service which is like a week away..
Considering my absence for 4 whole days next week(YOUTH CAMP), i have almost NO time left!! And i have NO..ABOSLUTELY NO idea what soundtrack to use..As a matter of fact, i don't even have a list of songs that i MIGHT be able to use!!!
haishhhh.....

And i just remembered that my bed is filled with some art n craft stuff i was doing last night..
I actually thought of going upstairs n fall straight into bed because my eyelids are saying "bye-bye" and mostly beacuse i gotta get up at 6sumthing tomorrow!!!
But now.... haish~

Kler... i better dun waste any more time here.. Better complete the visa thingie and go to dreamland.. Will be back with the pics..

P/s: i hope i dun have to say that a few more times.. hehe!=)