Thursday, January 18, 2007

I'm boredd....-.-

hellooo.. i'm actually posting entries 2 days in a row! That's amazing! lol^^

It's been a great day.. I went to the dentist today n he said that he'll be removing my bracers next week n i am SO thoroughly thrilled!

There's one more week left and it's like whow!! How time flies! And THAT in itself is a BAD thing.. I just realised that i am actually 20 this year!! 20 with a "2" instead of a "1" as the first digit!!! I can still clearly remember SPM n the good old school days. In a blink of an eye, everything's changed. Some of us are in University (be it here opr overseas), some in college, some working, some preparing to go...(like me) *sob*. Time flies.. How i wish it did pas slower.
(-.-)

SO.. I went out for dinner with Ms Bedelicious a.k.a Foong Mei Yee today.. It was great.=) Went out swiming with her the day before too. We were the only 2 goblos in the swimming pool and that was AWESOME! ermm.. considering i was wearing my 5 year old swimsuite. Believe me, THAT is NOT the problem. Well, the problem kind of lies with the ermm... layout. -.- Just picture.. a bright red background with patches of BIG white daisies as decor plus a litlle mini skirt attached to it! NEVER liked it..So u get it now? LOL^^

By the way, i have plans almost everyday starting from today( since it's 2.07am).. It's gonna be sooo fun but soo packed!

PLANS

Today(Thurs) -Market with grandma + Lunch & make-up shopping with Wen Yi( yay!)

Fri - To HELP Uni Coll to settle some stuff + out with Jessie for movie!

Sat - Family photo session + Whole family Laksa gathering + Dinner with Auntie Nellie & Doulos
buddies..

Sunday - Church & hang out with youth...(i think..??) haha^^

(next Mon) - Stay over at Mei Yee's with Pam..PENDING

(next Tues) - Maybe one day trip to Gentings with Karyn, Sam, Mae & Joseph....(MAYBE)

(next wed) - having satay(dlunch...??*dinner+lunch*) lol! with kyo..-unconfirmed-

(next Thurs) - Going to makan Satay( again....) with Michelle, Angeline & Darryl &
take pics at Putrajaya!! (can't wait to see u guys.. been so long)

(next Saturday) - outing with Youth Group..


Know why i'm posting my plans? Cuz... i DON't KNOW what else to post! ^^

Oh.. by the way, the Sarawak Pics are still not up on multiply cause it's in my dad's computer n i've been using the notebook. I'll upload it one day though..(sorry ryn)^^
I think i'd better sign off la.. Nothing to write ady..

TataZzzzzz......~

P/s: i just realized that this entry is TOO colourful.. Ah! What- eva la!!


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Here i am..^^

Here i am!! It's been such a long time since i last blogged... Okay, more like put up a notice. I didn't exactly blog the last time..did i?^^

I'm listening to this song, "Reflector" and the lyrics are so meaningful..Part of it sounds like this..:

" Since i found Your love
Never needed anything to fill my heart
Even when i fall
You're always there with open arms to pick me
From the start i knew
No one else could make me feel the way u do
Everyday i just wanna grow just a little closer... "

Sometimes, when i feel alone and empty.. You know, THE feeling of just being so alone in this world.. THE feeling where you just wallow in self-pity..THE feeling where you tell yourself , "Would anyone ever know if i just disappeared from the face of this earth"..Concisely put, THE feeling of inexistence.

Yeah..i was saying, sometimes with THAT feeling lingering around, the lyrics of this song help so much. No matter how alone i felt, it seemed like He was always there.=) Anyway, i AM working on not being so emo about that. When i think about it, it IS just a matter of minimal substance cause there is joy in the Lord right?!=)

Talking bout EMOness.. I am soooo freaking emo!!! I am going to leave in 2weeks time and i am so freaked out!! It's not like i finished packing everything..but that's not what's bothering me. It's like stepping into a foreign land, not knowing a soul! My parents are not following me..So, l'm literally going ALONE...*booo hhoooooo!!!!* I dun think i even know what to do on departure n arrival. i am SO afraid but i know it's something i HAVE to go through to learn some new things..=) Besides that, i "berat hati" to leave my family and friends. I feel bad taking all this small teeny weeny things forgranted before this...You know, time with family & friends. Not making an effort in that area. Know what i mean??*sigh*

I thank God for blessing me with a few people whom i met at the University's Pre-departure Seminar. They are actually current students at the University itself and i found out that being one intake earlier than me, they are the same age as me! (Thanks to my A-Levels.. grrr..!) lol^^ And i found out that one of them is a good friend of a friend.. Such a small world huh?! It's pretty cool! ^^

My ARES has something wrong with it...i AM such a computer illiterate!! I better schedule a tutoring session with John a.s.a.p. hehe^^

I just re-read through what i wrote above and...it's ermmmm...like...full of complaints!! But i don't mean it that way! I am grateful!! Really grateful for everything!!^^

Till next time.....~~~

Friday, January 05, 2007

ATTENTION!!

Hey people!! Just to lt you guys know.. All photos can be viewed at my multiply site. The recent camp pics are not complete. So, just go there n view yea!! Tata!!