~LIFE~

This is my first post here on blogspot and to tell you the truth, i have no idea why i'm even starting one. I have this opinion that blogging one's heart out online, in front of the whole world is the most foolish thing anyone in his/her right mind could ever do. However, giving it the benefit of the doubt,I even attempted to do it on friendster and it quite obviously backfired.(You don't see it in my friendster account now, do you?) hehe=) That's cause i deleted it. It lasted what...?merely three months..or maybe four..It's not a BIG difference. Do the math: 3 + 1= 4.I have always wondered WHY and HOW some could actually bring themselves to strip in front of total strangers..You know, stripping the smiles,laughter,joy and most of all, MASKS and thus revealing the core of their very being and being ever so transparent. Why, the thought of that revelation scares the hell out of me.

But somehow, tonight..I realised that when we...:
- reach dead ends..
- have no one else to turn to except "me,myself and i"..
- feel like the world is caving in on us..
- are at crossroads and have no idea what to do..

we just need a let it out. Let emotions flow. Hmm...emotions are live rivers of flowing waters..It SHOULD be allowed to flow..freely..unbound......

AND, those realisations drew me to start this account. To start blogging.. To start writing what my heart feels..what my heart yearns for..what my heart needs to say.. It's just a pithole for all my dreams, joy, pain and thoughts. A place that'll hold my secrets for a long, long time. Therefore, i can apologetically say that i am VERY sorry for all the misconceptions and impressions i've ever had of you bloggers out there. Keep it up!^.^

WHAT IS LIFE?

HOW CAN WE EXPLAIN WHAT LIFE IS?

My heart says: It is a serene and precious gift from the Almighty whom owns all things on this earth. As a matter
fact, all the galaxies you'll ever find in any galactical atlas. A gift of love, given so mercifully. We
ARE priveleged. Far more than any of us can ever imagine.

Oxford dictionary states: (1) the state, condition of existing.
(2) human existence.
(3) life as most people live it.
(4) living things in general.

The conclusion i made was.. LIFE is just what it is.

- It is what we go through every day.
- It is the mistakes we make daily.
- It is the achievements we have, the trophies we win and the goals we try so hard to reach but sometimes fail.
- It is who we try to be.

- IT IS WHO WE ARE, the essence of our very making.

No matter how screwed up life can be sometimes OR all of the time for some, I guess we'll just have to come to right terms with ourselves. To actually, reach a point whereby acceptance exists.ACCEPTANCE of who we are. ACCEPTANCE of how we live daily. ACCEPTANCE of LIFE itself..and of what it is.

Through that, hope will surface. No matter how tiny the specks of hope are, it's very existence should be honored with gratitude. HOPE brings LIFE to the DEAD. HOPE brings another day, another chance at LIFE.

No matter how bad life is..It is still God's GIFT to us. One day,maybe one day... hope will turn into reality for some of us and life would be what we would cherish for all our days... Anyway, it IS a GIFT right? It iS supposed to be good.. But sometimes, mix ups do happen..LOL^.^

Whoa..I've written a pretty long first draft huh? hehe!=) Honestly, i don't expect anyone to read this.. like i said, it's merely a pithole of my thoughts. However, i would LOVE any comments, opinions, thoughts that you guys have. i would be impeccably thrilled to know what is going on in that head of yours..=) Will be back soon..~CHEERS~